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From the Hollow
Where the work begins before it becomes finished.
This blog is an ongoing record of the ideas, rituals, and obsessions that shape my art and writing — from ancient festivals and folklore to private process notes and unfinished thoughts.
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Pandia: Festival of Rome
Among the many religious observances that shaped the ritual calendar of ancient Rome, the festival of Pandia remains one of the most obscure. Overshadowed by grander celebrations such as Saturnalia or the Megalesia , Pandia survives in the historical record only in fragments—brief mentions in literary and antiquarian sources that hint at a once-recognized, if modest, place within the civic and religious life of the Roman state. Yet it is precisely this obscurity that makes Pa
Apr 53 min read


The Festival of Megalesia
The festival of Megalesia (more formally known as the Megalensia) was one of the most distinctive and symbolically rich religious celebrations in ancient Rome. Held each year in early April, typically from the 4th to the 10th, the festival honored the Great Mother goddess Cybele, whose cult had been formally introduced to Rome during a time of crisis in the late 3rd century BCE. To understand Megalesia is to understand not only Roman religion, but also Rome’s willingness to a
Apr 33 min read


Veneralia: Beauty, Fortune, and the Power of Venus
On the first day of April, as Rome stood on the threshold of spring, attention turned to Venus—not simply as a goddess of love, but as a force shaping desire, fortune, and feminine power in all its complexity. The festival of Veneralia honored Venus Verticordia, “the changer of hearts,” alongside Venus Felix, a bringer of good fortune. To modern readers, this may sound like a celebration of romance or beauty. But Veneralia reveals something far more layered: a ritual moment w
Apr 13 min read


Carmentalia: Honoring the Goddess of Prophecy, Birth, and Thresholds
Observed on January 11th and January 15th, Carmentalia was an ancient Roman festival dedicated to Carmenta, a goddess of prophecy, childbirth, transformation, and fate. Unlike many Roman holidays centered on public spectacle, Carmentalia focused on women, voices, and futures not yet written. It was a festival concerned not with what has happened—but with what may . Who Is Carmenta? Nicostrata-Carmenta inventing the Latin alphabet (Antoine Dufour, 1504) Carmenta (also known
Jan 112 min read


Agonalia: Rome’s Ritual of Sacred Uncertainty
Unlike grand Roman festivals filled with feasting and public spectacle, Agonalia was a quieter, more enigmatic observance. Celebrated multiple times throughout the year, including January 9 th , Agonalia honored moments of transition, divine favor, and the uncertainty that accompanied new beginnings. It was a festival not of answers, but of asking. Agonalia was observed on several dates in the Roman calendar—traditionally January 9, March 17, May 21, and December 11—though it
Jan 93 min read


Kalends of January: Ancient New Year Magic, Omens, and the Power of Beginnings
Long before January became a month of gym memberships, planners, and impossible resolutions, it belonged to Janus—the Roman god of doorways, thresholds, and time itself.The Kalends of January, celebrated on the first day of the month, marked more than the turning of a calendar. It was a ritual pause between what had been and what might be . To the Romans, beginnings were dangerous things. They required care, symbolism, and a bit of magic. The word Kalends (or Kalendae ) refe
Jan 12 min read
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